what a difference a week can make

I had forgotten how flaky Americans can be, er perhaps it is just gays...? And I include myself in that too. Living out of this environment has made 'see' it. Americans are really selfish and neurotic. Something I hadn't really thought about before. Of course this was amplified by being here over Gay Pride and drinking mass quantities of alcohol. A week ago I was so sure I wanted to come back, now, I don't know. It all started with that asshole border guard at LAX...the entire trip has been bitter sweet.